OH THANK YOU LORD

ITS ALMOST SPRING BREAK AND I'M SO EXCITED. I DONT KNOW I'VE EVER BEEN SO EXCITED FOR BREAK BEFORE. MY FAMILY IS GOING TO THE OCEAN, WHICH I'M ACTUALLY REALLY EXCITED ABOUT. THIS IS ODD BECAUSE USUALLY I COULD CARE LESS IF I GO TO THE OCEAN OR NOT, IT REALLY WASNT ALL THAT SPECIAL TO ME. FOR SOME ODD REASON I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT THIS YEAR.. WHO KNOWS. HMM WELL WHAT ELSE. I'M GOING TO CALIFORNIA IN APRIL... ON A PLANE!!!!! SEE I'VE NEVER BEEN ON A PLANE BEFORE AND I'M WAY STOKED AND SCARED ALL AT THE SAME TIME. ITS WEIRD. I'VE BEEN WORKING AT MY NEW JOB FOR ABOUT 3 WEEKS NOW, AND IT REALLY ISNT ALL THAT BAD. SURE DEALING WITH MEAN PEEPS ISNT TOO FUN, BUT THEY ARE FEW AND FAR BETWEEN, BUT WHEN YOU GET A MEANIE, YOU GET A MEANIE! AS I TYPE THIS, SEVERAL OF MY FRIENDS ARE IN A PLANE SOMEWHERE OVER THE ATLANTIC ON THEIR MERRY WAY TO FRANCE... JELOUS MUCH!? I KNOW I'M. THEY ARE GOING WITH THE VISIT HISTORY GROUP FROM MY HIGH SCHOOL. NEXT YEAR THE GROUP IS GOING TO ITALY, AUSTRIA, AND SLOVANIA (I THINK THATS WHAT ITS CALLED) AND I REALLLLYYY WANT TO GO. HOW FUN WOULD THAT BE... I MEAN SERIOUSLY.

ME AND MY PRESENT FROM BECBEC

SO PRETTY

I LOVE SPRING

SPRING IS SOOOO PRETTY AND IT SMELLS SO GOOD. I LOVE TAKING PICTURES OF ALL THE PRETTY FLOWERS THAT ARE IN BLOOM.

THE UP'S AND DOWN'S OF MY WEEK

THIS WEEK HAS BEEN ABSOLUTLY INSANE, IN GOOD AND BAD WAYS. LAST FRIDAY A KID THAT I KNEW DIED, THAT REALLY WAS A SHOCK, KNOWING THAT YOU CAN SEE SOMEBODY ONE DAY IN THE HALLS OF SCHOOL AND FIND OUT THEIR DEAD THE NEXT. WHAT A TERRIBLE MONDAY IT WAS, SO MANY TEARS, AND GOOD MEMORIES, I TOLD MYSELF I WASNT GOING TO CRY, BUT THEN THEY JUST HAD TO PLAY MUSIC. OH AND SEEING YOUR BEST FRIEND CRY, THATS HARD TO FACE.BUT, THAT FRIEND WAS THE ONE TO PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE, EVEN THOUGH I FELT LIKE SHIT.
I DID GET A JOB AT SAFEWAY, THATS RIGHT, BAGGING GROCERIES AND CLEANING UP THOSE SPILLS ON AISLE 3. 6 HOURS OF COMPUTER TRAINING IN A REALLY REALLY FREEZING COLD ROOM, NOT EXACTLY MY IDEA OF FUN, BUT AT LEAST ITS OVER WITH. THIS WEEK HAS BEEN A ROLLER COASTER RIDE, SEEING HOW HAPPY AND HOW SAD SOMEONE COULD BE. REACHING OUT TO PEOPLE YOU DIDNT EVEN KNOW. AS ONE OF MY FRIENDS PUT IT "I JUST GAVE THE PRINCIPAL A HUG." SEEING HOW TRULY CARING AND CONSIDERATE PEOPLE ARE FOR YOU IN A TIME OF SADDNESS REALLY TOUCHED ME. THE PASSING OF ONE OF MY PEERS REALLY BROUGHT MY SCHOOL TOGETHER, AND SHOWED ME THAT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT, WE ALL REALLY DO CARE ABOUT EACHOTHER.